So I’d like to ask, I’ve been feeling this fatigue, quite often, like not being enthusiastic and passionate. So what does it mean? It means that there’s contradiction in your vibration, it means you have resistance, it means you’ve been focusing upon things that your inner being doesn’t focus on. And it means you’ve been pinching yourself off from your resources. Because this receptive mode, another really good name for it is replenishing mode.
So it means you’ve been practical, means you’ve been sort of human and observant, it means you’ve been really doing a good job on step one. But you can give that up for a while, because you’ve got enough in your vortex to keep you busy for 20 or 30. lifetimes. Okay? So how to better understand it, when I’m feeling it again, like cry, don’t feel like doing anything or just sleeping? See, that’s the thing that’s interesting, when the momentum of resistance is strong.
Maybe you’ve been worrying about things, maybe you’ve been pushing against things, and those things are active within you. So even though your inner beam is calling you, you are not able to go because of your vibration. So it really is like this. So here’s your vortex and your inner beam, calling you toward it, because that’s where everything that you want is you put it there, and your inner being is standing there with it, calling you toward it.
And when you don’t go when your thoughts are calling you, literally away from it. Have you ever experienced a literal Tug of War, where there are five of you on one end of a big rope and five of you on the other end of a big rope. If you are equally matched, it is exhausting. It’s exhausting. You just can’t keep that up pretty soon you want to nap. And so that’s sort of what’s going on. And so the good news is, you wouldn’t be exhausted if your inner being weren’t calling you.
Because if your inner being weren’t calling you, there’d be no struggle. So it’s about letting go of the struggle. It’s about letting go of what’s bothering you, which isn’t an easy thing to do. That’s the reason that we were talking is we were talking about meditation, because meditation will help you let go of the struggle. In fact, quieting your mind, we’ve been telling our friends this for quite a long time, we teach meditation, because it’s easier to teach you to have no thought than to have pure positive thought.
Because you can’t change a negative thought to a positive thought all at once. But you can quiet your mind if you care about it. What’s bothering you? Many things like hundreds of things. So we have some questions for you. Yeah. Have you been listening to us for a while? Or is Yeah, yeah. Do you accept that? When you’re bothered by something, that you’re automatically asking for something for an improvement? And do you believe that you’ve been asking?
And do you believe that the asking is strong? Do you believe that your inner being really knows what you want and is on it and is calling you. So we want to ask you all of you really because you’re not so different from almost everyone. Esther was watching television the other day, she was watching politics, and and then she felt like she was going to die. She felt lifeless in her body. And she actually thought that she might want to die. And then she began to laugh.
And she was all alone, while she was having this experience. And she held out her hand as if it was a little cup full of poison, and she just kept touching. Not Dead Yeah. Because she knows that when she focuses upon things that she cannot do anything about, and feels the injustice of them, and feels empathy for those who are feeling the discomfort of them that she has put herself in a powerless place. So much so that she really was feeling lifeless. Now.
Fortunately, Esther knows. She knows that she can meditate. She knows that she can quiet her mind. She knows that she will bounce back quickly. In fact, we think that’s what goes on with so many of you, you’re so good at bouncing back. You’re willing to eat poison. But what we want you to understand is life is supposed to feel good to you. And so Eat a little of it. That’s what contrast is, and launch your rockets of desire and then get general enough in your thoughts.
That’s what meditation will do, it will quiet your mind back to the basics enough that then new thoughts about all of those new pathways can be made. It’s like this. You don’t mean to do it. But all of you do it. Esther too, is that you know what you don’t want, you know what you do want. So you make an effort to get back to what you do want.
With many of the processes, Esther uses every process that we’ve ever offered focus wheels, she writes 1000s of focus wheels, she tries to get on rampages of appreciation. In other words, she tries to find positive thought. So you participate in a thought that doesn’t feel good, and then you improve it. And then you participate in the thought that doesn’t feel good, and you improve it and you participate in the thought that doesn’t feel good, and you improve it.
And you participate in the thought that doesn’t feel good, and you improve it. And then you participate in the thought that doesn’t feel good, and you improve it. And pretty soon you just make a little rut, a little groove. Even though your intervenes way over there, you can’t quite make it out of that rut. It’s like you’ve got a leash that you only let yourself out a little ways on it before you jerk yourself back. The other day, we had a really good conversation with a nice man who was having a hard time on a lot of things. In fact, he reminded us of the way you are feeling.
And so we said, just call out some negative emotions. And we’re going to tell you the word that we would use to describe that negative emotions. So he said, discouraged and we said disconnected. And he said, angry and we said disconnected. And every word that he offered, we said disconnected because it’s all the same thing. Doesn’t matter what word you use. It’s disconnected from who you are. It’s not receiving, it’s not replenishing. It’s too much poison. So then, later in the conversation we were talking about what the remedy is, what is the remedy when you’re discouraged? Meditation?
What’s the remedy for when you’re angry? Meditation when somebody encouraged Jerry and Esther in 1984. To meditate, they left that place saying to each other. Meditation is so weird. Jerry said, We’re business people. I like practical things. One day, someone told Jerry that she could see his aura. And he just avoided her for the rest of the time. Because that stuff doesn’t seem practical. Here I am in the real world with things to do, and places to go and people to see and so on.
And you’ve been trained to be objective and weigh the pros and the cons and the pluses and the minuses. And it feels logical to observe, it does. But you’ve got to put it into context, observation of what is constant observation of what is, will hold you only in what is and this is what’s so interesting about this, as you have been observing what is and launching a rocket and observing what is and launching a rocket and observing what is and launching the rocket.
And here’s your inner being over here with all of these rockets, calling you over here. But when you keep observing only what is and you don’t go, it is exhausting, you gotta go. Which means you’ve got to find some way of letting go of what is and you don’t have to let go of what is all day long. Don’t do that. Go where you need to go. Keep eating, feeding your children go to work, earn money, all of that stuff. Don’t take long naps do take long naps, but not long naps.
But find a way to quiet your mind enough that you can begin to let some of what you’ve been asking for come in, and it is our promise to you see, it feels like I’m going to need the money before I feel better or I’m going to need the relationship before I feel better. I’m gonna need to be recognized at work or have more respect before I can really feel good, but that isn’t true. You just need a little satisfaction, you just need a little satisfaction and then a little more, a little a little more, and then a little more. So if you would let your new intention be, I’m just gonna get ready to get ready.
I don’t need the full manifestation. I just want to get a little more ready for it. And then a little more ready for it. It is our promise to you that the depression will lift and the lethargy will lift and the tiredness will lift way before the manifestation comes. Because it’s not the absence of the manifestation that’s making you feel that way is the thought process that’s keeping you from your true thought power is not letting the thought energy flow through you the thought energy once you let it start flowing through you will give you every manifestation in the world that you’ve ever asked for.
But you’re not ready for all of them right now. You say, Oh, it’s so nice. But you have to accept a few things you have to accept that your vibrational you do you have to accept that the whole universe is you have to accept that law of attraction abounds. You have to accept that your inner being is standing where everything you want is and is calling you toward it.
You have to accept that things are working out for you. We’re asking you to give up some prejudices that you’ve been using against yourself for a very long time. And we know some people just think that’s just crazy talk. Don’t look at what’s around me and get off in some lala land. Yeah, that’s a good place off there and focus, we understand how crazy it might seem to very practical minded person. But you ask us a question, and we gave you an answer.
You’ve got to hook back up to your power. And here’s the thing, the power never went away. It never went away, it’s always ready for you to be ready, you’ve just got to get yourself in the vicinity of it. First time Esther sat to meditate. She’d never meditated before. She counted her breathing. And she felt detachment right away. And she liked it so much. She wanted to keep doing it. Well, they set a timer for 15 minutes. And right away, she felt that. And she said, Let’s do it again. So they set the timer for 15 more minutes. And Jerry saying, Oh, here we go. Because Esther does tend to be all or nothing. As you may have noticed, we know that you accept the vibrational basis of the universe.
But the piece that most don’t understand is the power that your inner being has. The importance that your inner being has, in the way you feel. Your inner being is not calling you to anything that life hasn’t caused you to ask for. So it’s not like you’re a puppet on a string. If we were translating for your inner being precisely your inner being would be saying all through your life. You’ve been sorting and sifting. And you’ve been making requests. And we know every single one of them.
And they’re all lined up here, and many of them have dovetail together. And they have gathered such a current, a force of nature of vibrational frequency, that you’re not ready for it yet. It’s too big. It started before you were even born. You’ve added to it everyday sense. And you’ve got to find some way of acclimating to this, because you’re just going to bounce off of it right now you try to approach it, you’re not ready any more than you could set your radio dial on 98.7.
And listen to what’s being broadcast on one on one, the frequencies have to match up. So meditation will help you to sync your frequencies. And once your frequencies are synced, not very important things will bring you satisfaction.
But if you’re focused upon the satisfaction, feeling of satisfaction is what you’re going for, not an instant remedy, but satisfaction. And then you do it tomorrow, and then the next day. It won’t be more than a few days before. First of all, you’re going to feel way better. And then significant ideas will begin to flow to you and you’ll be off and running. We’re not kidding you even a little bit.